third time is a charm??

im onto my third round of clomid....

last month i was on 100mg and had one follicle grow enough to produce an egg for ovulation. once it was close to the right size, i had to have a trigger shot of ovidrel, to make sure it releases. the shot was in the stomach and i was freaked out, b/c they expect you to do it yourself!! well, i did not do it, i made my mom. it actually wasnt to bad. it burned but that was it...for a couple days at which point i started getting crazy hot flashes!! i have been getting bad ones because of the clomid, but these were worse. i actually went and stood in the walk in freezer at work a couple times. it felt wonderful! anyway, two days after the trigger shot i had an IUI. jeremy's sperm numbers were great, actually rated the highest you can get (because im sure that's just what you needed to know) so it seemed we had a good chance. i was supposed to wait 13 days after to test and it. took. for. ever!!!! longest two weeks of my life. i tested a little early because i couldnt hold out and got a BFN. (on the forums this stands for big fat negative, i much prefer big fucking negative. its more appropriate.) so then i was waiting to test again and got my period so no need to test. to put it very mildly, it sucked!

so i went in today to do my baseline ult which was good. i also start my clomid tonight to try again. next appt is on the 29th

im thinking of writting a book about my experiences. what do you think?
i would need a very good editor! i suck at grammar :-)